In all honesty, I don't know where to start. God has been so incredible this past weekend and I guess that is what makes today so beareable. To all those who keep up with this blog (not sure who you all are) and who worry that I am perpetually grave, let me assure you that friendships were mended and relationships were healed and edified this weekend. I love my girls. They are so special you will never believe. It never ceases to amaze me just what God has in store for us. In all 7-10 years of friendship, I don't think I've ever felt more safe or vulnerable save to my family. Thanks you guys. You mean a lot a lot.
I received an email from a person in my honours class tonight. She is doing everything that I'm doing and has the same advisor and ambitions. And tonight, she sent me an email that really hurt. It hurt like nothing ever before and I still can't seem to make sense of it all or to pick up the pieces. First time. I really don't know what to say except that tonight I received a glimpse of the real world. It made me appreciate so much what I have. Maybe that's why it happened tonight. Regardless, I'm not one for academic politics. The underhandedness that is required would destroy me.
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